Egyptianqueen15

I run to the box Look inside it Find it empty I cry inside I wonder what happened Will it ever be filled With a gift from you A word from you Never before have i wanted this So badly To hear from you To know you care To recieve even one, One little piece of paper, That would save me from this depression So please darling Write me soon..

As the lights go down Everything happens Every word that much stronger Every action that much bigger We don't know What the other will do next But we keep going Keep feeling Keep breathing Is this what it is to love To feel affections Toward another?? Touching, feeling, experienceing Love for the first time.

If only i could move on Leave you behind To not need you To not want you But something keeps pulling me back Back to our memories Back to our time together Maybe i need you to hate me Yell at me Tell me off Or maybe i need more closure More of a reason For why it ended But what i really want Is you back in my life Back to the way we were So i can fix this So i can stop destroying myself for you.

Remember when we used to talk When we fell for eachother And now here we are Not talking Not even acknowledging that we exist That we ever even knew eachother Though i still look at those pictures Those messages Remembering when we danced When we smiled into eachother's eyes But then like my first She came along and stole you away Made you leave me in the dark Just like before Will she forever plague my relationahips? Take my loves away? If only i could talk with you again Tell you how much i miss you Explain my feelings But i can't without her invading So here i sit Wondering what to do Questioning my life Just writing

Everyday i crave it more and more The pain it creates The happiness it can give me The feelings i can't feel without it Flooding into my brain Into my soul Helping me with this Every minute without it seems like forever Is this my life Only this addiction? Is this who i am Only with this? I just want to give it up But because of you I never will.